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Monday, April 23, 2007

it has been an emotional wkend... an emotional wkend it has been.

as my brother's blog has stated... how much value of one's life does one carry? through the amt of time spent? or through the quality of the time spent?

yes my fellow readers... it was our close uncle whom we sent off that wkend... a great and kind uncle he was... thou we dun really communicate with each other well(laugh)(language diff) but it is because of the amt and quality of time spent with him and our aunt dat we are able to understand them...

sad dat it maybe... but one must not hold on to such sorrow for long... not only will it make one more depress... the deceased will be worried as well...

despite wat i said above... i m still unable to yet conjure the strength to withheld my sadness... thou the tears i have it withheld...

no matter the case... it is still an unbearable memory of wat happen on saturday at 1540hr at viewhall 2... ...the crementation hall

i can juz... still remember it... as if it happen juz a few hrs ago... the cries... the screaming... and the sorrow calls towards my uncle... be it his name... be it "uncle" ... be it "baa"(hokkien for father)... or be it brother... it is still calling out for the same person...

to make matters abit saddening... b4 my uncle was send off... there was another family in the next hall whom have already sent off their loved one... ... ... the atmosphere... was too much to take... ... even for me... whose heart was supposing to have turn cold ever since that faithful day(thou this is rather self-claim)

the night b4 the above was no better nor worster... but i shall not elaborate much on it... for yes... even as i'm typing it out now... i can recall the cries of my cousins and my aunts

for the ritual(i guess dats wat is translated) was filled with a simple... but heavy word: sorrow

ppl mite think that term is rather ok or "so-so" but if u have ever and i mean EVER attend such event in which the involved is ur loved one or a close-relative or close-friend... u will understand... ... how heavy that term can be... and how easily the tears can drop...

i believed i have said enough...

to my frens whom un-knowingly notice... thx for ur concern... i'm feeling rather alrite now...

and finally... be at peace uncle... u have been a great and admirable uncle/father/grandfather

Prosecuted In The Dark Temple of Justice At [9:20 AM] Sharp.

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The Beholder

Name: [Its in the posts already]
Others: DJustice, DemNic, "07"Sev
School: Nanyang Polytechnic
Living In: Singapore

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