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Sunday, March 05, 2006

ok...i m so bored...even though todae is me off day from work...but i still havent rest enough...especially when my exams ended three days ago... haiz... seriously dunno wat to do...juz finish watching some anime...now... seriously bored...after the anime...went to read some blogs i noe of... even more bored...now... updating dis blog...my blog... [Hall of sianzers]...really sian ar...now dat i re-read all my previous entry...there'll be at least one vulgarity...oh well... dis IS a blog now isnt it?

now dat i notice... i've been living other ppl's life...not my own... is dis the life of my own? it is my life...but... izzit my way? the way dat i had wanted to go? still...i feel so im-mature...why? why do i feel dis way? i felt a change in my self when my father passed away...i felt a change during my sec 5 life... ifelt a change when i'm working...i felt a change when i entered poly...i oso felt a change at home... why? why do i still feel so im-mature? izzit becoz i watch too much of those cute anime? izzi t becoz i'm not serious enough? no... i dun want to go bac to dat serious self...i ... dun wan to be alone again... not to dat lone self again... although there are some ppl who are in worst situation den me...but now... how should i change myself...yet again...?

why do i speak cold words? why do i speak weird things? i may have begun to talk to my inner self BUT i am still unable to find the answer to those qns! why? why is dis so? WHY??? izzit becoz i m angry? izzit becoz i am angry at the moment? izzit becoz i m stressed? izzit becoz i m fustrated? what? what izzit? what's causing all dis? WHAT? SOMEBODY TELL ME!!!!! PLS SOMEBODY!!!! TELL ME!!!!!!

whoa...look at how much time i've spend...haiz ...hmm...maybe i've gone a bit to far with d above dun u lot think? hahaha^^; arrrgghh...really bored here...haiz...still thinking of where to go on dat very day...um...if u're reading dis ...well...nvm...i'll catch u online den...

oh well...time to go bac and sian myelf again...bb

Prosecuted In The Dark Temple of Justice At [11:50 AM] Sharp.

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About The Beholder

The Beholder

Name: [Its in the posts already]
Others: DJustice, DemNic, "07"Sev
School: Nanyang Polytechnic
Living In: Singapore

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