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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

ok...i m so bored rite now... seriously bored...again ... i've juz finished watching "some" anime... and read some ppl's blog(at random) even thou i dun noe who they are... u noe how? press "next blog" on the above right-hand corner of dis frame... i guess... did i mentioned dat i oso finished playing some games? oh well...i m beri bored now... not to mention dat my neighbours r playing mahjong now... in the middle of d nite...while i did d above things and rite now updating dis blog... oh well... gonna spend most of d time in 7/3/2006 to do some training for d tournament dis sat and sun... i nid a hellava luck man... haven been training for a while due to projects and exams...

wat to do, wat to do, lets hope i can be d best i can for dis weekend... haiz... msg her dis ... lets not talk about it... it mite bring trouble... to alot of ppl^^* nah...juz kidding ... really bored... lets see wat can i type about... oh yeah... read the sunday times at my work place... oh man... poor nonoi... wonder wat happened... strange thou... they did say wat's the reation between d stepdad and her...ok next topic... whoa... alot of kids run away from house nowadays... my opinion: retarded yet cool... cant remark much on them...i'm in no position to say anything bout them... although most of us do noe how they feel... lol

haiz... so it seems dat there is much to learn in dis life... remember when u were young... 1/2 an hour seem so much... now... it's like:"wat the hack? already?" dun u all agree? now dat i look back at myself... foolish and immature... well... more or less ...retarded ...still ... much of me has change... well... u WOULD have to compare the current me to the way WAY previous me and u'al will definatly be like:"OMG wat happen? was dat u? wth... u're not jokin r u?" dat... is if u noe me for like... a yr or so? if u noe me longer den dat... u'll be like:" haiz... u change alot... congrats...(gasp) is dat the reason why u hate all those retarded/fat ppl coz they remind u of urself????" and the verdict...yes

well... u can sae i hate my old self... except for the serious part... dat part i like! well... u all juz learn one thing new about me... i hate my "old self"... not "myself" ... get the drift? nite u'all ( according to S'pore time[no offence to all])... bad-ass dreams...

Prosecuted In The Dark Temple of Justice At [1:50 AM] Sharp.

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

life is so sad man... its d holidays and yet i have to work part-time... ya its gd dat i can earn some pocket money but... i dun have time to rest T^T...plus got tournament dis coming wkend... haiz ... lucky got sandbag to train on...if not... i'll be like lazying around the house and rotting... playing com... and game console which i shall not name... haiz... dunno wat to do... wan go out play lan... wan watch movie... wan buy GUNDAMS to fix... wan buy new comics to read ... oso wan buy new movie or anime to watch ... but no $$$ T^T

wa lao... haiz... wat to do? work lor... den got not much time to train my self to get slimmer T^T and more muscular=p burly would be d correct word... haiz... oh well... now nite time... cannot kick d sand bag onli punch... haiz... yup...dis is how i am gonna spend the holidays: work, play, sleep... haiz... wish can have the time and strengh to ask u out

haiz... oh well time to go... gd nite or day ppl

Prosecuted In The Dark Temple of Justice At [10:10 PM] Sharp.

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ok...i m so bored...even though todae is me off day from work...but i still havent rest enough...especially when my exams ended three days ago... haiz... seriously dunno wat to do...juz finish watching some anime...now... seriously bored...after the anime...went to read some blogs i noe of... even more bored...now... updating dis blog...my blog... [Hall of sianzers]...really sian ar...now dat i re-read all my previous entry...there'll be at least one vulgarity...oh well... dis IS a blog now isnt it?

now dat i notice... i've been living other ppl's life...not my own... is dis the life of my own? it is my life...but... izzit my way? the way dat i had wanted to go? still...i feel so im-mature...why? why do i feel dis way? i felt a change in my self when my father passed away...i felt a change during my sec 5 life... ifelt a change when i'm working...i felt a change when i entered poly...i oso felt a change at home... why? why do i still feel so im-mature? izzit becoz i watch too much of those cute anime? izzi t becoz i'm not serious enough? no... i dun want to go bac to dat serious self...i ... dun wan to be alone again... not to dat lone self again... although there are some ppl who are in worst situation den me...but now... how should i change myself...yet again...?

why do i speak cold words? why do i speak weird things? i may have begun to talk to my inner self BUT i am still unable to find the answer to those qns! why? why is dis so? WHY??? izzit becoz i m angry? izzit becoz i am angry at the moment? izzit becoz i m stressed? izzit becoz i m fustrated? what? what izzit? what's causing all dis? WHAT? SOMEBODY TELL ME!!!!! PLS SOMEBODY!!!! TELL ME!!!!!!

whoa...look at how much time i've spend...haiz ...hmm...maybe i've gone a bit to far with d above dun u lot think? hahaha^^; arrrgghh...really bored here...haiz...still thinking of where to go on dat very day...um...if u're reading dis ...well...nvm...i'll catch u online den...

oh well...time to go bac and sian myelf again...bb

Prosecuted In The Dark Temple of Justice At [11:50 AM] Sharp.

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About The Beholder

The Beholder

Name: [Its in the posts already]
Others: DJustice, DemNic, "07"Sev
School: Nanyang Polytechnic
Living In: Singapore

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